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( No more short cuts from now on )

Just to ponder hukum alam.. if I am wrong please correct me .. put aside religion... No money no one will notice you.., mulut cakap lain .. and they still mention  god but they spell goat.. higoat ,





Ingat nak komen , tapi malas nak layan puakn ni !

Tuhan saja balas .








Every now and then I saw a part of you I have never seen…
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Puas cari lagu ni , nama dia pun tak tau , selalunya bila aku terdengar di radio lagu ini, flamengkonya gitar di petik aku memberhentikan kereta , just to be by the roadside , aku mengamati nya , biasanya lagu tema rancangan sedihlah.... and my waterworks flow... tak tahu kenapa


P/s ... why Al Hamra the background...



and dah tentu many version.., yang di bawahnya ... aku jadi kaku bila dengar tune ini..OMG....

  I saw this man sings it ... Time to Say Goodbye fellow , they say his voice is like god.. goat depa lah kut , .. Aku suruh budak Ntah , SK mana tak tau suruh depa eja god.. dia eja GOAT...

Kaori Muraji (村治 佳織 Muraji Kaori?, born 14 April 1978, ada lagi Mei 1978 they clash a day ..., and that year , 78 ... ada sejarahnya , panjang ceritanya .



dan ada seorang violinist aku suka.., lagu itu pun adalah juga kerja airnya..
banyak actually , to name a few yang very rare.




But tonite I want to cry , biaq orang nak kata apa pun...

Ada orang kata orang jantan menangis sexy ! Tapi tengok pasai apa dia menanggislah ,
kalau kereta kena tarik menaggis bukan macho lah ,kereta kancil kena tarikh ..  tu bodoh.

see at 5.04 .. terpegun ..




To nite … I want to cry

Bukan apa , sunyi sepi , it has been like this 2000... when she is gone !
and I cry everynight especially play lagu diatas dan lagu ni hoping that somehow , it will be crazy and they take me the hospital.., but hey dont worry , wine tak di bekalkan , dulu ada juga minum sikit sikit.. dah menyesal.


Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

[Chorus:]
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

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A moment like this....

Some people wait for a life time...






I did'nt know my own strength ... , kini aku pasrah...

 




dan terkadang aku gelisah.
masih ada lagi kah , the dream I cling on has started to die somehow...
the dream that I follow has started dying ... the dream I dreamt.





 I need to see the last frontier before it is gone , cheh.....  macam gambag dances with wolves la pulak


Tak apa lah , I will get no chance to sing this tune to that person , the one that has been keeping my soul... mahal sangat lah harganya....

One day ... at last ...


 




and this , the meaning of the whole thing...


 





Before we proceed , let us  clear the air ,

I am, me...Orang dlm gambar ..tu. Apek tua tu !








I  was ...

Dulu..., itu dulu , I 've  changed dah ... dah solat dan puasa dah , abah... chek dah besaq dah.



dulu lain...., sekarang lain ..

dulu den kayo.






H i d a y a h

Iam looking  for Hidayah.

Tak jumpa jumpa, akhirnya aku terjumpa  tapi lebih besar...


Jika ada pun Hidayah , dia baru darjah 6....










and now that we have clear the air , we may proceed... lega dah sebab  'anda da wata no boya '
tak mahu cempedak dah jadi nangka., kacau !






The world is not enough !




















Act weak when you are strong, act strong when you are weak.
( Bila pokai tak payah buat bising , bila kayo , den kayo la dulu )
Tak payah pi Jolobu , depa main suku suku .. tak best !
Den suko  penuh , ikhlas gitu !






 




My Jazz Ikon died 1999 he was 56 ...he died the next day after performing the last show , I guess he loves what he was doing ... Adious Groover Washington Jr...





The Pianoman  Ahmad Jamal too ..  They left me already


 




When you dont give up , you cannot fail





Life is a journey. When we stop, things don't go right.

Life is a journey , not a destination.

and I am still looking for a soul mate to the finishing line ..


I want to kiss your smile and feel the pain , I want to show you the loneliness and what it does (>> Klik << Link)

I am a traveller of both time and space ,to be where I have been... all will be revealed ... my 8 minutes of private orgasm is here , an epilogue ( >>Klik <<) Link not a word that I heard cannot relate to ...



You have to know who I am , dulu if tomorrow neva kam,kacau jiwa puak ni .

( >> Klik  << Link ) wat eva la !



I love my ass to be kick , then I rajin kerja , suka sangat ada orang suka berleter..


My Waterworks moment start from whenever I watch this clip along with the song that accompanies it . , touching me the hardest .. and .. I cried countless time watching this






Klip bawah :

Watch at 1: 33 , ... that kind of terpegun usually the one who are willing to share all .... , and the talent that the singer has , despite his way of cari makan .. ... life has got many good things to offer ! cuma susah nak jumpa sebab we have our pride lah pulak.. It is wise kut letak plycard and hang it around the neck to say out loud rather buat muka 17 , orang tak faham faham .




Clear and Present Danger is the game


>Immediate Past
> Past
> Present
> Future









Raya  will come again ... and I am not into the thinking that this coming raya will be different , raya will still be the same for me.. I will be somewhere doing it alone , my way.


Been through this on numerous occation but under different circumstances , when I asked the holy man, most of them says it is normal and the only different is that they have problems of their own, they have expensive cars to be paid monthly and many wives...,they put themselves very holy as the holes which is 4 X a hole in one on the forth handycap., not the Volvo masters tu lah, itu hole in one !








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Dunia ini penuh dengan kepalsuan , everyone is so untrue ..., honesty is a word that hard to define .. apalah lagi sincerity ..








Aku suka jugak tenggok BGT/AGT - bukan macam kat Malaysia , aku meluat realiti show melayu , ibarat minum sikit mabuk banyak...  Ini Inspire aku , yes true I wept waching this but aku terpegun, Aku terpegun bila tenggok orang ada talent , my classmate jadi Pilot , aku di pelawa ke kokpit , aku menaggis sebab dia bijak ... aku pun tapi tak ada sesiapa pun terpegun !